Silent Moments!

Everyone do has it's own limit.

We been arguing lately, trying to forgive and give in at the same time. she might think that i did not know where i made my mistakes and would not care any single thing of her. I just like to express here due to mayb she dont understand or get in her head when i try to sort things with her. I been planning to go out with her, telling that i have to go out with her after since i been going out much with my friends. But before any of my plan works, she already starting to blame me that i promised her that i would go out with her. i really do hope she understand. Sometimes things changed even i have been planned. i hope she really realize what she did when the same problem occur. Is ok she sometimes just get jumpy on this or upset but at least dont treat it all on my fault. thinking and assuming what i have done behind her rather than talking and making me feel better. how u want me to face u after we argue even we plan to go out later on? i would bet u will be just giving me a silent treatment or just waiting for me to pls u or convince.i am mentally tired of doing that.. i cant even remember when is the last time she did try to make me happy at the same time i did something wrong to her. i dont feel any support or confident that she has given me last time. anything that i argue with ppl, she will just insult me or saying things that never thought i would be hurt after that. i really do hope i am doing the right thing now. i will not pursue it anymore, leaving it to faith.

I do appreciate ppl around me that has accompany me yesterday and today. thanks alot. thats what frens for. haha. thank u!