TimeToBeProductive & AppreciateThingsAroundUs.

At last, zion left for australia already on the 19th of july, 2010. Without him now, SO many things has changed. The moment he left, I felt so empty in my life and I cant help it but I guess Im slowly getting use to it. DAY AFTER DAY. now what i usually do is attending class and going out with my gf? thats all. mamak/ yumcha are cutting down. once a week? compare to last time? 5times a week at least? no more crazieesss stuff? haha u know what zion. yeah does miss those moments. :( I only realize this the picture we took using my phone.. I love it :D



In less than 6 hrs time, I going to class =] hopefully Im able to pay more attention to my studies now. THere is a need of some effort and concentration now if i do want to graduate in no time. musttttt... I hate driving acccorrdd.. i feel so clumsy and slow. LOL. Hate so much trouble of getting my car squeeze into Gardens parking bay -.- premier parking but small parking lot. I love myvi =] blek. hahaha. and with the permier parking comes with a premier movie too!.. this my first time watching in premier cinema. cost us RM46 because new movie. >.< but at least new experience and was a great movie too.


I went Melaka again!! is like my 2nd home again -.- omg. there are many photos in facebook. check them out from marcia, ser minh page :D
SAME FOR ZION'S FAREWELL PARTYY!!! FACEBOOK DO THE THING! THANK YOU FACEBOOK.

ONEbyONE

On the 15th of june, celebrated marcia 2oth birthday at vintry. haha was a fun and great night.. :D



It is tough to have this group photo anymore...





I dont know where is this but it took hell lots of trouble to get there.. hahaha but it was fun... hahaha.

I want sleep! goodnites ! i love swisss.... the underdogs has trash most of the elite team for this worldcup.. is just the beginning.. =]

High&Low

am I having semester break now? i guess partially. haha. I'm taking 1 subject for my this 1 month period. which is my ACC103, 1st year subject. -.-

Sometimes stress lead us to do some crazy stuff.. such as this..









hahaha, I guess u know what are we planning to do.. hahaha. 1 more clue



look familar to u? hahaha. okok. is KARAK highway..meanssss we heading to Genting! lol. Zion, kevin, Darren myx and me drove each car up and push our car to the limit.
hahah it was a crazy experience... dozen of drivers cursed us on the way up there. hahah. sorry auntyyyy if we freak u out.. hahaha...




Driver: Edmund
Car type: Perodua Myvi
Review: Bad body roll and lack of stability. LOL




Adver for PERODUA. :D






coming down was a crazy ride too. LOL. hahaha. twice the danger twice the fun. :D

Im not sure how much u know me? but when I am close enough to u as a close or best fren pls do not break ur promise because it do really annoy me...

so fast i been drving almost 3 yrs d. is expiring 20th of june. haha

I broke my lens today.. omg.. Im going for laser... permanent perfect sights.. sick of maintaining.

Later on i'm going to send my parents and brother to my uncle house at 9am.. they are leaving for singapore. once again, i am alone again and taking care of my goldie and sherry. yeahhh.. pros and cons. hahaha.. Dont do something stupid edmund, like crashing up ur car again when ur family not here..

Kayy time to watch football lucky S.A draw with mexico.... Uruguay vs France... I hope Uruguay take the lead :D pls pls do.. Im will support the weaker group.. cheers

AllAboutyou

I miss your love

I miss your laughter

I miss your companies

I miss your present

I miss your surprise

I miss your kiss

I miss your support

I miss your personality

I miss your concern

I miss your pinch

I miss everything about you.

Forgive me and I guess I just have to express it out here.

ScarsS

Happy to know you are having a cheerful and enjoying life now even without me.
I just would want you to know what if u ever read my blog, my heart really sink when i heard the camera i gave it to you has damaged. Is not cause of the value that i used to bought but is just like the last thing i ever gave it to you and now is no longer working. i am not sure why do i have this kind of feeling. BUT i guess is time to move on, regretting on a decision that i made is no longer a excuse to slow me down in life. =]

Exams just around the corner yet i dont see any progress. Today i went visited my car in workshop. almost everything done. hoepfully by this weekends will be done and i would not have any transportation problem for my finals. Part of missing my car, i cant concentrate my studies :(

24th of may, went to subang with zion, kevin and yx. yx is collecting his new myvi SE. haha. it remind me of my car when the first day i collect it. so fast, it been almost 3 years. I feel guilty now because i din make up for my studies today. but later on i will cover it. (HOPEFULLY)

Zion Ng sek onn is leaving on the 2oth of july. When i heard about him leaving for australia less than 2 months time, i felt the loneliness around me. questions bugging me such as who will be my close frens that always hang out with me? staying over my house? hanging in college together? modifiying cars together? talking cock together? looking and enjoying views together? hahaha. i guess he know what i mean. however all of us have to move on with our life sooner or later. so yea.

WhenLoveKnockYouDown

its been just slightly more than a month. things never been better than i expected. It is so much harder than i expected. The feeling can just hit you without warning any time of the day and from there, it will just destroy the remaining of your day! Yes, I admit I regretted on some of my action and decision but turning back is not one of my choice.

I miss you very much.. never ever been a day of not thinking of you.. I guess I just love you more than I realize.. pls do take care of yourselves k? =] cheers

RestartingOverAgain

It's been few days since I gave up at last. Knowing there is something more important that I need to achieve where I cant effort to be where ever position I am now. Sometimes I do miss the love, concern, care, support, confidents, happiness and yet to mention but it doesnt seem to work out at times when we are together. Being hurt now RATHER then later on where it goes way deeper. I hope u are able to get through. I am sry for whatever disappointment i made and promises I break.

26th of march, 9pm. On the way to yam cha with a group of fellow members, suddenly I felt empty and the feeling of being alone all time came back again where I have never experience it almost 3 and a half year already. This is was one of my least happy birthday celebrated but whoever brought me out or at least wish me, I would like to say thanks guys and your thoughts are much appreciated. Looking at couples now again, does make me jealous at times. haha. weird huh.

Edmund! whatever you do now, no one will care or even concern so pls make up your mind and make sure whatever you do will never have the thought of regreting in the future.. !! you can do it!

TIME DO NO WAIT FOR YOU

OLdOLdOLDold

Yes PEOPLE going to be 20 soon. IN few days time. haha. there is pro and cont la. look at the good and positive side and we will be happy about it. haha. NOT BAD HUH.

so yeah. thursday night went to Gulam mee, KOta damansara with a bunch of myvi. zion were there with me too. around 10.30pm we left and head to sean house. stupid zion as usual tail me. ( I think both of us got a speeding ticket) but dont care.. haha..
Sean, me, zion and velonica went for a drink. After the chit-chat, we went do something stupid .. hahah we knows... very unhealthy sports. haha.. but i am happy so thats the important thing. next day.. me myself as usual rush to meet ser minh for lunch and i am late for half an hour. hahaha. sorry DARLING. and u know as usual rushing + abit of luck i got a parking infront of zion's car. haha..



Zion!! this is a perfect parking. and the photo quality not bad huh especially from my 1.3 megapixel phone which already close to 2 years. ehehe...During the night. haha we went down to K.L thx to Ser minh, Sean, Zion, Hsien loong, Vzaii & Shi wei for accompanying me for dinner. sorry for all the Trouble and inconvient caused yet still be there for me :D much appreciated.

going to dinner with primary schoolmate later ..~ haha

TimeToDREAM

Things are getting better now compare last week which is a good thing.. haha.. hopefully it will just stay on forever.

Have anyone thought of what are we going to do if one day 20millions just appear in your account?

FOR ME:

1st: sit down at home and stone (Critical Thinking)
2nd: Bring Zion and Sean to Naza world to purchase any car that less than 1 million.
3rd: Donate 20% of my 20millions to the society
4rd: Another 20% to my parents
5th: 10% for my Girlfriend
6th: 25% of the 20million in my bank account
7th: Get myself a Lambo
8th: Some for my frens around me
9th: still thinking.....

ChillRex

Haiyoyo feel so tiredd of touching up my car d. should stop for a while where need some recovery on my financial side. haha tired. Guess quite over doing it but dont care I LOVE IT.

was in the car listening to 94.5 FM. there is this FM adver says that why get angry where is not neccesary.. CHILLREX.. chill ppl.
LIFE THERE IS UP AND DOWN, TAKE UR TIME TO ANALYSE AND SOLVE IT

HelloNewSem, 2ndyear

HAllo... wooo... there is 3 subject this semester.. one of the subject have to repeat but I dont have to pay at all.. ahahha.. PPL that are close to me confirm what had happen. hahahaha.. shhh.. dont tell anyone.. super shy about it..some other parents know too, thx to my "FRENS". I SCREW UP MY STUDY PLAN!!! AHHHHHH!!! WTF.

sighhh ... I have to be a nerd already...and say no to car and my sports.. NERD is a must for this year to get a better result..

BTW i got my Team-Impact official numberr...woohohohohoho... T-I 093. I am the first new member that able to get 2 digit no. not bad not bad.. hahah..

I would like to show u guys something about my FREN that knock the lamp post and the signboard when the first week he got his license.. picture not very clear.. the lamp post has been fixed but the signbored havent been yet.. LOL



can see the signboard the "LEGS" ????!!!! hahaha... not laughing at him but wth.. almost 2 years.. the signboard still remain the same.. -.- MALAYSIA CAN!!

PatientandTolerationdoLAST?

In a normal daily person life, could we tolerate and be patient all the time? I am trying so hard to apply this in my life but somehow I still cant make it. I felt that I have lost and sacrifice alot of my friends and hobby.. I dont feel comfortable in this way.

Happiness do not last forever and the longer it is the more I have to sacrifce where I am tired to explain futher when I did nth wrong at all to the other person.

when problem favour to the other person side, somehow she is happy and try to convince me that nth wrong with it. on the other hand, when comes to me, it is another way round again. I felt that I cant talk or do anything I want now and have to do it with permission. I am not comfortable with the way it is now. Mayb happiness that I provide do not last where her demand is higher and higher?

By Asking myself, will I be happy if it goes on this way? will it work out? will I able to tolerate and being patient and continue what am I doing? cant I have the trust of her totally without any questioning from her?

sometimes to know a person well it takes time....

Baby! I'mSoRRy

whaooooo... is already more than 2 years. When I have the time to be alone and think, I realize how much stuff I did was so silly and stupid. But there is some stuff that really do need to appreciate when is still around me..

She tolerated me so much and brought me so much love which i never able to get from others. she will be there for me when no others will! happy Anniversary darling!! I just bought her a camera. hopefully she like it and take good care of it cause it cost quite some amount of money.


-14 megapixel
-2.7 inch LCD screen
-wide angle view
-4 times zooming

LOL. i dont know anything else already about that camera. If car then easy la.. camera. TOO COMPLICATED. ahhaa.

I guess I know whats my RESOLUTION for this year since few of my friends wanted to know since the starting of this year. haha. it is not too late to have it now rite? at least there is a thought of it.

1.) Work harder in studies to bring me into a better Universities in Australia.
2.) To have toleration, patient on the road and as well for the people around me.
3.) To provide everything the best to the person I love and care for.
4.) Finish off whatever modification on my car before I leave for Australia.

Myblogisdying

hahaha i realize my blog almost everything is white but i think now thats how my mood can be described..white!!! ahhaha..

there is so many things to worry about now...
1st on my studies
2nd on my car
3rd my financial ability now. sighhh this 3 things are KILLING me already!!

CursebyWomenAGAIN!

wOOO sry ppl. din get to blog due to pack schedule of working,studying,assignment-ing,yam cha-ing, enjoy-ing. hahaha today i just completed my only subject assignment for the summer course. hahaha.. was quite a release after the completion of mine assignment.

Once again, i think i comment too much about women drivers. remeber i am saying WOMEN DRIVERS. omg. i jsut got knock by another innocent or DUMB i shall say. worst thing is my car is stationary. parking right infront of starbucks, ss2. and that is what i saw this bloody women wanted to reserve parking and knock mine car.?!@# how can she not estimate? omg... she act nth happen and speed away. and lucky i got her no.plate. haaaa!!! watch out!!!

WOMEN DRIVERS OUT THERE. just be responsible for what u did outside. sometimes u might meet someone is worst than me where would whack u up side down. where ur house are easily located and track down. For your own sick. may GOD BLESS YOU Girls. mine last piece of advise. i do not want to giv tons of bad comments of women drivers, the more i comment the more curse put on me by them BUT pls prove me wrong womens outthere. Boys out there if u ever meet a lady driver driving near to u pls do let her cross or move as far as u could. is no joke being knock by a dumb lady and get urselves into so many trouble.

I am still waiting for my keputusan from the policestation. sighhh..

Over-AGAIN

After a week break, I thought matter will be well better off compare to last time. But it is happenning again! Guess sometimes is just our different lifestyle bring us apart. Some of the friends she mix with and the friends I mix with upsets us. There is something we do not understand among us and it is creating a kind of barrier inbetween us. The doubting Feeling is coming back again ~

Happy new year everyone! Wishing all of you all the best! =D