Sunday, February 28, 2010

PatientandTolerationdoLAST?

In a normal daily person life, could we tolerate and be patient all the time? I am trying so hard to apply this in my life but somehow I still cant make it. I felt that I have lost and sacrifice alot of my friends and hobby.. I dont feel comfortable in this way.

Happiness do not last forever and the longer it is the more I have to sacrifce where I am tired to explain futher when I did nth wrong at all to the other person.

when problem favour to the other person side, somehow she is happy and try to convince me that nth wrong with it. on the other hand, when comes to me, it is another way round again. I felt that I cant talk or do anything I want now and have to do it with permission. I am not comfortable with the way it is now. Mayb happiness that I provide do not last where her demand is higher and higher?

By Asking myself, will I be happy if it goes on this way? will it work out? will I able to tolerate and being patient and continue what am I doing? cant I have the trust of her totally without any questioning from her?

sometimes to know a person well it takes time....

Friday, February 12, 2010

Baby! I'mSoRRy

whaooooo... is already more than 2 years. When I have the time to be alone and think, I realize how much stuff I did was so silly and stupid. But there is some stuff that really do need to appreciate when is still around me..

She tolerated me so much and brought me so much love which i never able to get from others. she will be there for me when no others will! happy Anniversary darling!! I just bought her a camera. hopefully she like it and take good care of it cause it cost quite some amount of money.


-14 megapixel
-2.7 inch LCD screen
-wide angle view
-4 times zooming

LOL. i dont know anything else already about that camera. If car then easy la.. camera. TOO COMPLICATED. ahhaa.

I guess I know whats my RESOLUTION for this year since few of my friends wanted to know since the starting of this year. haha. it is not too late to have it now rite? at least there is a thought of it.

1.) Work harder in studies to bring me into a better Universities in Australia.
2.) To have toleration, patient on the road and as well for the people around me.
3.) To provide everything the best to the person I love and care for.
4.) Finish off whatever modification on my car before I leave for Australia.